Last week, I was having an interview in this life insurance company, persuading my interviewers. And today, I spent a whole day in the training room of their Henan headquarter.
In fact, I'm still a little bit confused about this job: This is a good opportunity to achieving my maturity. On the other hand, I'm still having some undescribable fear(this is unpleasant, and a bit frustrating), to the coming uncertainty. Maybe I'm still not very sure if I was suitbale for this job, or I'm really afraid of some possible disapproval and failure.
It seems this is a kind of obsession, about fulfilling others' expectations. I'm so anxious about all that. This is also a morbid perfectionism, or just a hybrid of the two.
There are still 9 days and a half to go, and my insurance agent license exam.
